I have to take the burden and responsibility to use Intel and Nvidia cause they are both hated from a business standpoint and from a FOSS standpoint (though for that, it’s more a Nvidia problem) and I made terrible choices and I wish I saved up for Threadripper.
I was so insistent on telling people this is the ultimate budget dumpster diver extreme overclocker, but Meltdown and Nvidia’s continued reluctance with Nouveau with the stupidity with Wayland means I made hardware choices that go against the “proper” way forward to disconnect from the monopoly that is Microsoft.
I wish I could use Kdenlive for everything, but Adobe is still what the industry uses so I can’t abandon that… At least it’s more tolerable on OSX than on Windows 10.
I have to beat myself up each time Nvidia makes a wrong move to say “Oh, use our Generic Buffer Manager instead of the specified one for Wayland cause we do things our way.” or when Intel does this BS with Meltdown and having known about it months before hand and AMD fanboys rejoice that Meltdown doesn’t affect them and I beat myself up for not going Threadripper to setup Passthrough VMs on that with a Windows 10 VM, a pfsense VM to shelter my network from Windows 10, and a PiHole VM to act as a DNS server on the same machine. That’s what I should have done, but I hate myself for not having the funds for Threadripper when I wasted so much money building up this X79 build.
No, I cannot be happy with what I have when the world threw this many things against me.