No Idea

i have no idea what to do with my life. 

i am kind of good at many things, but i'm not amazing at anything.

i'm good at engineering, good with computers, good with 3d modeling, good with writing, good with drawing, good with philosophy, good with physics, good with chemistry, good with programming, good with politics, but i'm not amazing at any of the things, and worse even though i can be decent with the things, i usually need to isolate myself from the outside world to get anything done.

I guess who i am and what i need is to have a stable life, but sometimes i feel like i really only want to make an impact on people's life, and a positive one.